Serious Contemplation about my goals and priorities!

Yesterday I went to my friends house to catch up and have some fun girly time eg Make overs, dancing, listening to music and watching films our theme for the day was Shrek! LMAO! The prior saturdays were St Trinians and Barbie Rapunzel! What can I say we are teenage girls who just wanna have fun and yeah its insane but who doesnt like being young and childish? Oh yeah this song reminds me of being young and childish 'Forever young' sung originally by Laura Frannigan and recently redone by Jay-Z and Mr Hudson I think both versions are good in their own ways!

I have been thinking a lot recently about what I have prioritised in my life, and unlike the Sims that you choose longterm aspirations for, people are not computer programs with set maps of lives they change their goals and dreams according to what life throws at them and how they grow as people, sometimes seeing things differently and more clearly or maybe less, either way they change. At this moment in time I think I am at this stage of change so I think instead of prioritising being a housewife which at the end of the day, in this day in age isn't really sort after by many people, I personally think this is quite sad however I must face this fact like one who is facing the truth; head on I must not see it as a bad creature (as my heart tells me) no I must accept it and move on even treat it like a friend one could say! Virgin Atlantic what a breath of fresh air that gives me :) Imagine working for a airway with red uniforms that travel the world in style! Pure bliss to me, so I am going to college in September even if nervous and I will complete the National Diploma in Travel & Tourisim and do my Dad, Mum, Aunt, Uncle, Big Sister, college friends and tutors all proud!!!! Men I hear myself try and say or think? Well they are completely out of the question, I don't need them right now. I have family and friends who love me for who I am and believe in me. Plus if I am on my own I can buy more pretty expencive presents for my family which includes my friends and perhaps buy Jimmy Choos! Thanks for reading ;) xxxxx Debz